Possibly moving.

Kind of excited.

I'm ready to do this,
and the apartment is awesome!


I just need a Queen sized bed frame.
and a mattress.
and some sheets.
and a comforter would be nice.

i do everything for you.

i would bend over backwards for you.

and this is what i get...

absolutely nothing.

you tell me you need alone time.

what kind of relationship is that?

we never spend time together anyway.

we can't even live together at your parents house...

how do you expect us to live together anywhere?

you don't help do anything.

i go to bed in tears on a regular basis.

when did you turn into such an ass?

and you show no remorse.

you don't do a damn thing for me, NOTHING. 

I don't even get a "hello" when I get home. 

No hugs. No "I love you". No Kiss. 

Nothing.

i don't want this to happen but, 

i'm starting to feel nothing, too.

and you can't blame anyone...but you.

i want to go outside and be one with the earth.

roll around in all its filthy glory.

it wants to be loved too.

last night we were one.

yep.

it's one of those days.

i can feel it.

lately, 

i love the way we laugh. i love the way we talk. i love the way we care. i love the way we are.

i hope it stays.

you mean the world to me.

keep smiling, it makes me happy to see a genuine smile.

and when you smile, i smile.

it feels good.

it's been awhile...

i'd like to say something meaningful but

all i can come up with is...

i hate my life and everything in it.

thats a bit dramatic, but it gets the point across.