the flame of the candle is reaching out to me
trying to warm my tonsils
it burns but that's okay

to a good friend: AS

keep in mind, that you're on mine.

1. stop making fun of my imaginary friend

2. the sun shines in the windows but i can't feel it

3. what if i wrote a suicide note on random pieces of paper
laying around the house, like a puzzle

4. the fish hung itself

i'm in oblivion inside these walls
what's keeping me from screaming
voices echo inside my head
what have i done wrong
get that shitty grin off your face
i'll shove it down your throat
your toes point at me
do i hear them laughing?

eat shit.


no...for real, do it.

i like to pretend that I am something I'm not.
I don't know what I am in the first place.
So maybe I'm really just being who I am.
Without actually realizing I am.

End.

He told my secret.

Joking.

people, people being old women, who think that having
cone shaped boobs is okay
really freak me out.

today sucks.

This is an ACTUAL Wildebeest....I took it's lovely picture at Cabela's..

Happy Birthday Eric.

<3

let's sail away

on your bloodstream

and pretend that everything's going to be ok.

i want to lick the wall

and pretend i can taste the outside air.